Thursday, May 1, 2008

gggrrr, what a very irritating day. everyone pissed me off, everything pissed me off. I am just so mad that I cannot eat what I want when I want...sucks. Why is the weight so easy to put on and so hard to take off? Stupid question but I still wonder. It is so hard. All I want to do is eat and eat and eat. I came home from work craving peanut butter so I had 1/2 of a peanut butter sandwich. And I feel guilty about it. Good but guilty. I hate these type of days.
I have already decided to not go to the gym tomorrow morning. I will go for a walk over the weekend instead. I just cannot even think of getting up early to go right now. I went this morn. and it did go by fast but at the same time it felt like I was moving through water.

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